If only I could die in that dream!!

My eyes search for you in the darkness of the night;
May be this is wrong. May be this is right!
You came before me...I can't believe my eyes!
I gazed at you with hope and surprise!!

Your lips parted to give me a smile
Your beautiful eyes lingered on me awhile
I did not care whether it was a dream or not
All I thought was the joy it brought!

Could you not read my feelings for you?
Do you also love me as much as I do?
You said nothing, just gave me a hug
And I melted in your arms like a tiny little bug.

And then the sky roared and the rains poured
I burst into tears and my eyes sored
Let the rain fall, let the tears run
Let the pain subside to make me calm.

The pain I held was a stone in my heart
Never ever leave me, never ever part.
I love you lots and I have faith
If this was just a dream- I pray for death!